To 'HER':

Haiyaa. why should you worry? Many ppl
adore you la weh. Ish! ^^

* Makan CHOCOLATE SUNDAE lagi berbaloi

After what you told me on the phone, I now know why
you can't let him go that easily.



* Babe , if you have any problem , just call me :) I will answer A.S.A.P <3

Hrm hrm, as for your F****N, jgn la bg harapan dkt dia weh. You know
you shouldn't. You nak ke, org buat mcm tu dkt you?

* NO, kan! So don't do what other ppl do. In the end, you yourself will get hurt

Look at all the locks! Different shape and sizes.
Every lock can be used for different purposes. Just like having friends & family. They are different and can help you in different ways. Doesn't mean if they are not like you, they are useless.

Be thankful to those who are always there when you are having a rough time &
when you are having the time of your life. That is the

* type of people you do not want to regret loosing.

But most people make that mistake. For the people whom I've not contacted
for a long time, do forgive me.

^^

My heart was broken into a million pieces. What if the
person you love, happens to be with someone else? How would you feel!
He actually chose someone else over you when he knew
that you loved him more than anything

Fali Azman:
My heart started to heal all because of you. I have to admit,
you are alot like 'him' in so many ways. But, no matter how much you and him
are alike, I love you for who you are. Not for any other reasons. I
want you to know that you have stolen my heart too.

* Please don't break it. It is fragile.

* READ PREVIOUS
post before proceeding.

Thank you ^^

This is how I was after hours of FB-ing , calling & texting.

Honestly,
I will never get bored of it. It's what I do best actually. Hehehe.
Once I'm asleep, don't dare to disturb. You might be my next victim. LOL :p

Owh, sorry yeah syg cause I didn't reply your msj. I was already fast asleep. Macam 'sleeping beauty' . Tak sedar ada msj :)

* Under my hand, I know I was holding my handphone ^^
* Bibik pergi snap gambar mcm ni. Kurang ajar gila. Hehee.

Like my personal stalker. Slept late, but woke up early. Can't even sleep peacefully
without anyone taking my pictures when I'm sleeping ~

* HAHA, very funny <3

TODAY :)

Sick: HIGH FEVER. Why aren't I getting better? It's been 4 days and still feel so miserable.If I had a choice of not getting up or eating. I'd prefer not getting up.

My fav teddy: If I had that teddy bear, I'd take gd care of it :)

Fever oh fever,
please go away. Come again another day.

Sleep? I dont feel like sleeping although my eyes are exhausted. Tired. But, what is there to do?
I just cant sleep these days. Dont even know what is bothering me in the first place.

* Argh -.-

I will never forget all the times together.
Especially how we met. That was the bestest day ever, LOL.
Although you might not care, I still do. I know she makes you happy.
That makes me happy too. *Time to move on.




- you were the best -

If I could, I would say;
I LOVE YOU
in every language. You have no idea how much you have
helped me forget the past.


-Thank you-

* speechless -.-

It's nice to fall in love, isn't it? It's a nice feeling when you know that someone really cares for you. Yeah, I know. Been there, done that. But not everyone can feel it.

* Cause some people just can't see and appreciatte what they have till it's gone.

You know what, I started to like you. I never knew you were a 'somebody'. I like you for who you are Not for any other reasons. I like your personality. You're really friendly :)

But, how can a 'nobody' like me, get a 'somebody' like you?

* I guess it is my mistake. I should have known who you were in the first place.




Yours truly,
Farhana Ariff

Morning

It hurts even more when I open my FB. You know why? The internet so slow.! lol :D
You have no idea how long I have to wait just to sign in. Arghh. ' Umi, please make it faster! haha ' . Haih ,
will be going to buy a:

NEW PHONE

today. Heeee. Can't wait. Insyallah, xde halangan mcm semalam. No specific phone in mind though. So so happy. HAHA,
yes! Talking about happy... I'm happy when I see my loved ones happy. Although it kinda hurts at times, but Wht the heck. I can't change anything. Better things will come later on, if we are just be patient and go with the flow.Tadi kan, baru bngun tdo, terus online. hehe. It's soooo boring without my computer :p

* My compuer, my bsetfriend <3
* My phone, my life <3

Two things I need; MOST OF THE TIME.

Time

My shadow's the only one who walks beside me

My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes, I wish someone out there will find me Til then, I walk alone.

So hot (x

Omg, it's so hot today. Grr! Tengok la. Sampai pakai shortss plk. lol. (mcm la aq x pkai). Anyway, I was surpose to buy a new phone today, but the Mines carpark was loaded -.- I'm only going PHONE SHOPPING tommorrow. Arggh!

* I need a new phone :)

Going out again at 5pm. So exhausting + boring. Imagine going to 4 or 5 houses and all you do is sit quietly on the chair. haha. Boring kan? Thank god Sam & Aliah will be going later. Phew. Wht a relief.

" I want nobody2 but you x2 " . My phone rang. Mariam yg senget tu call. HAHA. Sorry Yam, aq pnggil kau senget. Weh, imyddm babe :'( So bored without you. haih.

Anyway, gotta get ready now. Willl update more soon. Umi da bising. BYE

Everyone

Hey listen up. It's easy to get my attention. Easy for you to make me like you. But, not easy for me to accept you. Aha, you think I can easily love someone? Sorry to disapoint you boys. I dont accept random requests.

No no no, it's not that I ni 'memilih'. But, thats how I am.

You want to be with me. Prove it.
If I don't layan you the way you want me too, then so so sorry. You like me? Thank you la. I can be a good friend to you and a bad enemy at the same time. Just choose your words wisely. Dah fedup? Tamau dah? Da give up? Then, just go. I tak paksa you suka i pon. hahah :D

* I don't need a person who will putus asa la. lol.

Ohh, and if you think tht you have won my heart in any way, sorry to say, I'll end up breaking it. No one can do it weh. Trust me. Unless you know the
trick to it, then ofc you can. HEHE ;]

Sorry.

Done and over

Excellent! I give u two thumbs up for becoming the most well-known person.
Well-known for wht? Ahha, guess. You know wht you do best. No need for me to tell you, right? 'Pura pura' and 'menipu' are two different things. But, it seems like, you are gd in both.

One day, you say something nice and the next, you say the other way round. It's bad enough tht you are pretending. Now, you don't even hv the balls to say it out loud. Why? Sebab nak jaga nama baik you ke? Butoh la :) You dont have to hide anything. Nak thu knp?

* Sebab, dah trbukti. So, wht is there to hide? Your dignity? You should hv thought of tht earlier, dont you think. :o

"I LOVEYOU.'' What ever happened to tht phrase? Dah lupa ea?

What if, one day, the girl of your dreams leaves you for someone else. Will you be able to cope with it? I'd love to see tht happen to you for a change.

These few days

What Siti Nur Farhana (twin) says is right. You can release you tension by writing in your own blog. Now I find it really useful. What would you do if someone broke your heart? Will you just accept the fact that he loves someone else or will you haunt him back? I know it sounds corny, but think about it. What would you do?

I know, moving on is the best way. But how the hell are you surpose to do that if you really love that person? Love sucks. Doesn't it? Ohh well :)

Yesterday, I had this dream. Weird one. What does it mean if you suddenly dream of someone whom you've not talked to for nearly 2 years? Pelik kan? I dreamnt of this boy. Not the first boy i've gone out with, but the first boy i ever loved. Hrm, Mariam says if you miss tht person, you will dream of tht person alot. Betul ke weh?
Wah, unbelievable!




i really miss:

Tht person whom i've known since I was a baby.
Tht person who taught me to be tough & nearly made me a tom-boy.
Tht person who always 'teman' me.
Tht person who taught me how to LOVE.
Tht person who always played computer games with me when I was 8 y/o.
Tht person who likes teasing me.
Tht person whom i've not talked to more then a yr.



Hm, you know who you are. If you think we are not enemies, why aren't you talking to me anymore? Did I do something wrong? If I did, please correct me. We were damn close, remember? Sampai my uncle kata kita sedang bercinta!
Yeah, we fell in love & couple, right? After a year & a half being together, we broke up & langsung tak cakap dah. Takkan sebab kte break, u dah xnk cakap?
I just want to know what happened. You were everything to me. My friend, my brother, my lover, my family :)

Malacca

I wouldn't say it was a boring day, but it sure was a tiring one. Like every other year, my family will go raya visiting in Melacca (umi's side). Usually, 8-9 houses. But this year, only 6. I thank my aunty for saving us! Thanks Khala Mah. You are my life saver. Umi's side is always so complicated. Sometimes, my atuk's siblings resembles my nenek's siblings. I cant really tell them apart. Da muka the 'Syeds' and 'Sharifahs' mesti ada yg sama. lol.

* Went out at 12pm & came back at around 10:30pm.

Stopped at Syed Bistro to hv dinner. Sam & Aliah (cousins) were there too. Mmg syok gila la borak-borak with them.
Mcm biasa, Sam x habis habis bergayut with her boyfie (Bryan Keith). 24/7 on the phone with him! Now, she has no time for me.
Waahh, so sad ;'(

At night, kena bebel dgn Umi. Haiya, wht to do. Sabar je la :/